30/11/09

30/11/09

DREAMS

I remember holding a baby, and telepatically she told me that she was crying because she had a little infection...

I remember being with my sister and a friend of her, there was another baby, we took a bus to go somewhere, after that I had to go to 2 other places, we pass by a tower with some great apartments, the stairs were a bit difficults to go up because the only ones available were like emergency, there were some vigilants on it...

My sister and her friend disappear, I take the stuff they were carrying and get out of the bus, I try to call them, but I only reach the voicemail...

I decide to go back home and cancel the other appointments...

There is something happening at home, but I'm not sure what it is...

I go to work, and to the supermarket to buy something, I look for the toilets, I have to leave a message in a house of very rich people, they are very snobbish and not very nice people, shouting on the phone...

I'm having a great day, this is a great week, the best so far in my life...

Thank Lord for the opportunity...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My day was fantastic...

Good work, good colleagues, lots of learning, my wife told me off, and I felt good about it...

Have a great day...

Andrews Roccon

29/11/09

29/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, the most important thing is that I remember my mother, we were in a cosy and nice house, we were wrapped in love vibrations...

I think I remember my grandmother as well...

Some hills?

That's all for now, have a great day...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I woke up the Prayer of Saint Francis in the back of my mind:
"Lord, make me a channel of thy peace;
that where there is hatred, I may bring love;
that where there is wrong, I may bring the spirit of forgiveness;
that where there is discord, I may bring harmony;
that where there is error, I may bring truth;
that where there is doubt, I may bring faith;
that where there is despair, I may bring hope;
that where there are shadows, I may bring light;
that where there is sadness, I may bring joy.
Lord, grant that I may seek rather to comfort than to be comforted;
to understand, than to be understood;
to love, than to be loved.
For it is by self-forgetting that one finds.
It is by forgiving that one is forgiven.
It is by dying that one awakens to eternal life.

Amem"

So I realised that all that I should bring to myself, from than live a life of example...

I spent today doing some work on the Gospel, and finished watching the "you can heal your life", simply amazing...

Went to the supermarket and did shopping, including many organic products on my list...

Then, I went to the SC, and had a great lecturer, about the task of the Spiritist...

I had a fantastic week, and also, I started noticing how changing the approach to little things I can get a better awareness on how I can get results...

Thank Lord, for this day...

Andrews Roccon

28/11/09

28/11/09

DREAMS

I remember living or staying by the sea, I was watching the infinity of the sea by a different perspective...

I was travelling, perhaps in a place like Washington D.C., and I was so pleased, like a great realization...

There were barriers, and those there were very friendly, there was a passport control, and I was travelling with friends, we even went to pick up Ronaldo at school.

Thanks

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I had a fantastic day...

During, during my lunch shift, whenever I was cleaning a fish, the affirmations just came to my mind, magically, during my break, I bought a beautifull shirt, amazing gloves and a thing for my head... Went to the gym, and behaved very well when having my shower, another victory...

Dinner shift was very busy, and I told my two colleages that I was overlooking that they had only 2 things to think: We are having an amazing night and all my customers will leave earlier... at the end, we had an amazing busy night, and most of the customers left on time, there were a few problems, and I learnt a lot from them, my manager called me at the end of the shift, and I thought we were going to have a long conversation, but he had a light talk, I talked about my city in Brazil, and how things are growing over there...

It's amazing, since I decided to learn with him, instead of criticizing him, I improved a lot...

On my way back home, I read a chapter of "Missionarios da Luz", the chapter about "passes" is very instructive, and I respect much more now the Spiritual work during the healing sections...

Thank Lord for giving me the opportunity to start understanding such matters, thanks for giving us the method to learn about the reality of things...

I love myself, I respect myself, I approve myself, I forgive myself, I accept myself, I accept the changing, my income keeps increasing...

Thank Lord...

After all, I do think this been a fantastic week, and there's still tomorrow to happen...

Thank you very much

Andrews Roccon

27/11/09

27/11/09

DREAM

I was at the gate at my house in Brazil, and my cousin passes by, he 's carrying a computer or something like this...

I started washing an area at home, and I got to pick up water in a fountain by the beach, the beach is in a hill, beautifull place and with lots of people, the message for me is like drinking directly from the fountain...

We had a little monkey, and it could talk...

After this, I was on my way to work, stoped at a shop to buy something, but it was more like a gym now, not many goods, just the gym stuff...

I meet a friend who wants to delay me, so I go on and go back walking to work, I thought I was late, so I called my landlord, who in the dream was my boss, to tell him I was late, but I was actually 2 hours earlier...

Me and my colleagues go to eat at work, and there's lots of food, in one shelf there's a lady in a wheelchair, she complains that the top shelf (the food in the top shelf) there's a salad container that is leaking, I tell one of the workers that...

Beth and a few other Spiritists friends are having the meal together with me, we sit by a fountain to eat...

I'm invited to go to the beach, the place I see, I recognise it from a past, and the wheather change but a guy get into a boat and goes to the sea that is very turbulent and near to a big storm...

I walk and get through an alley, the place is very shadowed and dark, mentally I say to myself that I know that place, and I know how it will look when it's finished, it seems a viaduct, the same I had passed earlier in my dreams...

Even with all the darkness and I think there were some strange people, I was not affraid, but I left...

Oh, I've also seen Chris, and I offered a piece of cake for her trip...

Have a fantastic day...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I had an amazing day, on my way to work I was listening to the master key system, and also stopped by waterstone's to get the "you can heal your life" by Louise hay, during the day I started doing the affirmations, and I could feel it flowing, I had energy during all my day, I had amazing meals, work was just great, felt very happy during all day...

During my break I read a few pages of the book, and I just started loving it...

Thanks Lord for this day...

Andrews Roccon

26/11/09

26/11/09

Good morning,

I woke at 3:19 full of memories so let me start writing them...

I was in a place where music could be heard, it was a very different music, the ceiling was the cosmos, and there were people dancing...

From there I remember going to work, not in a restaurant, but in an open place, one of my colleagues told me something about a terrorist attack, and suddenly guns started, I could realise they were light guided, depending on the moviments we make, the guns would start firing...

After that, one of my collegues attacked a lady, kicking her, and we were preparing for a birthday...

Another terrorist attack, and I could see the countdown starting at 191.

Suddenly I was in a play ground with little kids playing football, one of the boys throws some "shit" up in the air...

I reach home and the feeling was very bad, as there was a dead person from the attacks hanging in the lights, the house was very dirty...

I also remember a car race, in the streets and tunnels, at the end 2 pilots came to talk to me, and we exchanged business cards, one asked me if I'd stay till Christmas, I replied I was travelling in Boxing day, he says he's from RJ, and I say he's from Buzios...

I went back to bed, and had a couple of othe dreams...

I was in my old grandmother's house and a handyman comes in to fix something...

That's all I remember so far...

Have a great day...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Today, I spent some time organizing my books, ironing my shirts and watching some videos...

I was amazed by Louise Hay, started watching her "You can heal your life", I'm very gratefull for listening her talks...

At work, everything is great, my friend told me she is pregnant, but I have to learn how to be more indulgent, as she had to pay for some mistakes...

Most of my tables came back even earlier, and I only had to have a long conversation with one table...

All the rest was fine, Thanks for the great day...

Andrews Roccon

25/11/09

25/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, today I remember that I was serving customer in a terrace by the river, some were late and arrived nearly at the time the kitchen was closing, some regulars...

That's all for now...

Have a great day.

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My day was great, I woke up in the morning and went to central london to meet Tiago and let my room keys with him, after that I came back home and went to the market to buy some stuff and bake my breads...

Well, baking was funny, even easier than I thought, the savoury bread was ok, but the sweet one with "goiabada" was amazing, meanwhile baking I also did the drawing for the e-spiritism, the drawing is very simple but it tells what I see from one of my favourite chapter, chapter 3, collective prayer...

Run to the Mediumship course, and we had an amazing time, and talked about lots of things, and I could feel the happiness of the instructors...

As I came back home, Tiago was on his way out as his flight is at 620 in the morning, I hope he can get everything sorted...

Well, thanks a lot

Andrews Roccon

24/11/09

24/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, one sentence does not come out of my mind, it says something like: One can only reach happiness when he cares for his fellows happiness.

I had lots of dreams, I spent some time travelling, airport lounges and big airplanes, I was talking to a few friends in the airports, and we talked about the places we went and we were going to...

I'm also very happy as I went to a Mediunship Congress, lots of studies and also lecturers and practice, I missed part of it, as I covered a receptionist who went for a break, but there were psicometry exercises and automatic writing.

We were in a very cosy city, also it seems I know it, and I was planning to get a house over there...

Part of the trainning happened in a house, very confortable in the mountains.

I remember coming back with a fellow and 2 friends, the way to come back was full of rubbish, but we would get through.

I hope I keep on studying and learning...

I also remember sending a message to an old boss, the computer had many features, and I could follow the message till it reached her, i could see a picture of her on the screen before I could type her name, as if it was understanding my wish and preparing to do what I was willing to do...

Have a great day.

Andrews Roccon

DAY

It seems that my dreams are a bit premonitory, because as I dreamt a few days ago, I'm not going to the AmazonArt tonight as my manager changed my rota...

Well, who knows what great surprise this day has for me...

I went to the gym, but didn't feel like working out, went to relax, and didn't do anything wrong, finally...

As I had sometime, I went to the national gallery, Canaletto really inspires me...

Went to work, it was normal, I had to call 2 members of staff attention because they were doing silly mistakes...

Everything is fine...

I feel so good I didn't do anything wrong at the gym, thanks a lot

Andrews Roccon

23/11/09

23/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning,

Today my dreams are a puzzle, and I don't know how to put the pieces together, actually, all the pieces are blurred, I can't even see (or remember) them properly....

One piece that I remember is that I'm wearing a body with long hair, and I put some depilatory cream on it, and then, I wash my hair, I have the feeling that the body "owner" will not be very happy for loosing some of his long hair.

During the day I remember serving ice cream at Zuma, I also ate the ice...

Have a great week.

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Today I started reading The Power of Now, Ecktart Tole, very interesting and easy to understand...

At work, everything is fine, I have to learn not to panic to sit tables properly.

There were 2 little moments, one with a salad chef and one with a barman, due to the composition of a gin, as if it really was important for me...

Well, I'm learning...

Have a great day...

Andrews Roccon

22/11/09

22/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, my first memory refers to my bed, I woke up in the morning (in my dream) and it was completelly broken, I have the feeling that it's something related to material attachment....

I remember being in a theater for a show, someone says something very sarcastic in the audience, I buy some tickets and a fire start in the roof of the theather, the interesting thing is that during the dreams I review my memory and I realise that this had happened before as well...

We go back to another theather and there is a kind of Car Show on it, I buy 4 tickets for Tuesday and I say that I'll not be there, they're for friends...

I remember finding a cat in the streets and taking it back home, it was a very friendly one, suddenly we look under the bed and there are 5 baby cats there, we pull them out start curdling them, they were very sweet, all had different faces, one had the face stained and one looked like a child, the mother makes a noise, and they reply the same way, and she starts talking to us, that for days she was looking for a place to be, going even to Portugal, and she found us, so went back to the place where had left the babies and took them back as well...

Suddenly she was a human, and one of the babies was a child with some kind of mental "slowness", very sweet child...

I had a very quick dream with Alex, but I woke up to go to the toilets...

Then I dream again, and I remember a something like "PEPO" meaning "little loans, potential something"...

My boss was driving me and we started talking about Jamie Oliver, he told me about a coffee shop that he knows and is like a place for marketing research, where he would release some recipes over there first, for them to put them in his restaurants...

I was in my room, and there was a glass where some pictures of my memory could form on it, couple came to me and asked to pay an invoice through my internet, I remember being naked, so I put my robe on, my internet was very complicated, with a dial, and I had to climb in a staircase to use it, after a few attempts I found a more easier way to use the net traditionally...

I think that's all for now

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I left home and went to meet Ronaldo, from there we visited cintia and her new born son (actually Aran is now 3 months old), we talked a lot and from there I led to the SC...

We had a good talk about the transitory worlds and also about the book Nosso Lar...

The lecture was about Nutrition and Spirituality, very productive...

My week ended very well as Beth was asking indirectly for me to take part in a new project, and also, I was told that I'm "ready" to be a passist...

Thank Lord, I think I can hear the call...

Andrews Roccon

21/11/09

21/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, I do remember having some dreams, but the only fragment I can remember is like going to by a new suit...

So far, no other memories come to my mind...

Have a good day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My day started very well, as I was having a little misunderstanding with my landlord, so we sit down together and talked about it....

Went to work, and everything was fine till the time one of the staff members was on break, as he took too long, I went after him, to find him talking on the phone, I really lost my temper with him, went to buy a shirt...

Back to work, everything was fine, and the same staff asked for a ciggaret break, we made a deal that he broke later, this put me on my nerves again...

Later on I started thinking why am I so intransigent with him? why I keep having ups and downs with him? should I analise the situation and see if I am not being too much on him?

I think I need some thinking on the situation...

Have a good night

Andrews Roccon

20/11/09

20/11/09

DREAMS

I remember a little confusion, I was walking by a high road in my birth city (I realized I'm visiting my city a lot), I met some people and I was going home, but decided to go back to the bakery and buy some bread and cheese, we got into a wrong turn, and someone hit me with a key and a red keyring, I hardly feel anything, police comes in this alley and we explain what we were doing there, I show my arm with the redness of the hit, and find the key and the keyring...

We say something about a little trip, my friend is interviewed as he could be involved in something dirty without knowing it...

I also remember the presence of one of my aunts...

Have a good day

Andrews

DAY

I spent some time doing my work for EESE-RS, and got a call from a friend's mother, she was desperated because her son was stolen in one of the London's street yesterday, does it have anything to do with my dream last night?

I did have a good day, bought a new shirt to work, and the work shift was fine, lots of good customers, and I started thinking of what to do for the party on wednesday...

Going to bed now as I'm double tomorrow...

Andrews Roccon

19/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning

I was walking in my birth city and it was dark, there were some people selling fruits and other stuff on the streets, I passed by some shops that were very similar to each other, 2 candy shops and 2 jewellery ones, my sister and her friends were talking in front of one shop, I greeted and kissed them...

I went to my home, and started deciding to building of my sister's apartment, there were some ducks in the floor, I saw my mother that first refused talking to me, then, I insisted, she was not very approacheable, but we talked.

I later on, received a phone call from her, the phone was a pringles package, she told me to leaver her alone, but we talked, I think I told her that I loved her....

My aunt took me to her sister's house, but the garage didn't fit another car, so she took her car away, the swiming pool was very different...

Some plates were brokes when we were going to wash them...

I remember having 3 kids, one was more grown up, and getting jealous of the 2 younger ones, he was going to work in one of my coffee shops, I told him to hire a cake decorator, he told me we didn't need more, I insisted...

I was putting some balloons in one of the doors to hide it, someone was peeing in the toilets...

I don't remember anything else...

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I'm learning a lot in my new role as a Head Waiter, and I think I look very sexy wearing a suit...

My awareness of what is happening in the restaurant is so usefull, and I can overlook more or less all that is happening...

I try to help my friends as much as I can, but it's difficult to stand lazyness...

I also realised that a few members of the staff lie about little things, so they might also lie about the big ones as well...

Thank for such a day, dear Lord...

Have a good night

Andrews Roccon

18/11/09

18/11/09

DREAMS

I remember going to a trip, and someone was asking during the check-in when the dinner would be served, we were informed that dinner would be served over Alaska(?!)

On arrival, my sister-in-law, Elisabeth, was waiting for me, I met her and her husband, which were looking very different, both were red-haired, and had beautifull blue eyes.

I remember we talked about carnival, and during the whole day I had a music in my head that was like: samba is son of pain, great transforming power...

They were helping me doing something and would ready to take me somewhere... I looked at the sky, and it had changed drastically, becoming very grey....

I also remember drawing, being guided by a voice telling me to draw what I was seeing, I did 3 face drawings of an older woman, and at the end, the Brazilian Medium Yvone do Amaral Pereira, appeared to me.

My last dream was very confusing, I was walking by the beach with one of my managers, I saw a huge place that was a restaurant, I knew we worked there, I was serving a big table, a table next to it, had a regular customer, some birds came around his table, and he left in shock, vomiting...

I asked the staff to clear the table, they were trying to save the food, I told them to bin everything, the customer came back very sick...

DAY

I woke up at seven to do my Gospel at home, and then went back to bed, woke very late, just having time for a quick shower and run to the station to meet my sister and father in law, we had a great lunch together and from there I went to the cinema to see 2012, after that, I went to the Mediumship course, and had an amazing time, the messages I said were very touching...

Have a great time

Andrews Roccon

17/11/09

17/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, I do have some memories...

I remember talking about Mrs Marlene Nobre, I also remember helping in an event in which I was cooking and I was very pleased doing that, somehow I was thinking or I was sure that cooking would be a source of riches for me...

I also remember that an "uncle" came to visit my mother, but phisically I don't remember seeing this "person" before, and he was with an older Spirit with him.

I also remember that I was going to take part in Mediunic Meeting, but I was drunk, and felt very bad, because I knew it was not good for the environment, during the awaken hours, I don't drink.

I think there was something about learning, or studying as well...

There was a child that I was taking care...

I remember going into a beautifull house, named "something" Gardens, it was an stunning architecture, and there were many Anthurium everywhere, so beautiful, so many varieties, I was going up to and on the top floors there were gardens that I didn't have the chance to reach, as I stopped to go to the toilets, which were bath-houses, but before I got into, some two creatures came into the water to polute it. From the outside it seemed to be a very small place, but as I got in, it had a much bigger dimension.

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Work was so fine, busy and I think I could cope well... The staff was very friendly and they are doing well as my new position as well...

After I had a meal with Mari who is going through a phase, had to leave her and go to the gym to have a quick shower...

I lead to the Lola group, and on the way stopped at Tesco to buy some bananas, it was a dilema to pay for them...

After all, went to visit Ronaldo, and I let myself go, not sure if I did it well...

Well,

Have a great night

Andrews

16/11/09

16/11/09

DREAMS

Even if I had lots of dreams I only remember the ending of my last one...

I was in a place that looked like my old father's snack bar, outside, there was lots of people and a very dark, as if there was a power cut, so we decided to close it, but there was also the need to lock with a special lock, that for me doesn't seem to be very efficient, there were some magazines on the door, and we had to take them out...

Have a great week

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My day was very easy, even if in the beggining there was a little problem as 3 members of the staff were late for more or less on hour, and mentally I was very upset, I calm down and started thinking what would happen to me if I were one of them...

It was my first day wearing a suit at work, I was feelling very well, and I learnt a lot from my managers....

During my break I had my hot chocolate, and went back to work, there I rested for 5 minutes, and felt very well...

Dinner was even easier and I was sent home earlier...

Have a great night

Andrews Roccon

15/11/09

15/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning...

I remember being in this town that I visited many times before in dreams, as if there is my real home. I think I was driving through different parts of it, visiting people and doing things...

I remember I was wearing regular clothes and it got dirty and I wrapped myself in my robe, I appologised to Ge 'cos I was wearing that, I also appologised to her for not visiting her in the hospital, I don't have any news from her for about 2 years, and don't know if she has been in a hospital or not...

I went to the toilets, it was mainly glass, and suddenly there were also lots of women in it...

I remember talking on the phone with a friend that I was supposed to meet someone that knows a friend of us...

I think these are the fragments of last night...

Have a great Sunday

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I had an amazing Sunday...

Work was fine, and had good customers, after that went to the SC, there we had a talk about the "GOOD MAN", and it complemented some of the ideas I was having during the day...

My friend Igor is gone home today, it was a pleasure having him during the last few day, a shame I didn't have more time to spend with him...

Lots of work to do now...

So, have a good night

Andrews Roccon

14/11/09

14/11/09

DREAMS

I remember having an amazing dream, but I woke up suddenly and didn't keep the memories...

After that, I feel a bit ashamed, but I also had a dream in which I was convincing a friend to go to bed with me, in the awaken hours, I never felt anything for him, and the dream was very low...

There was another one in which I was organizing some fruits and vegetables in a bag, I had to organize them by date, there were some carrots in bags, a kind of potato and 2 green coconuts...

I'm sure I had a dream with Flavinha, because I was thinking of her in the morning...

So far, that's what I remember...

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Well, it was an easy working day...

It was my sister birthday, so I called her, she seemed very happy...

I started having money conscience, and I'm sure I'm getting there...

Have a great night

Andrews Roccon

13/11/09

13/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, I remember lots of fragments from last night...

I was in my childhood room, which had lots of luggages and also my cousin from the countryside was there...

My brother came to us in a suite, and told that some problems were happening, so we followed him and we went to a kind of small river, some tubulation was taken out of river and it used to feed an electrical usine, many people lost their jobs and we were with 2 older men, one jumped a fence and couldn't move properly...

Me, my brother and my aunt took him and another man to the hospital, she was driving from the back seat, and looking into a little gadget the man was using, I asked her to keep an eye on the road as I was taking care of the man...

I also remember some argument with Alex due to a problem with the batteries of my camera, I felt bad after that...

Well, have an amazing lovely day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I went to work, and during the shift I felt very tired, during my break I went to a coffe shop and rested a little, I felt so much better and dinner shift went on fine...

Not many news

Andrews Roccon

12/11/09

12/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, last night I received a phone call from Nane, but the line was not good, so I could not hear her, wainting for a call during the awaken hours...

I also had a dream related to work, Raphael was very stressed, and also the restaurant was a mess... Some chefs were late and arrived just on time for the restaurant to open...

I also remember some babies picures...

Have a great day....

Andrews Roccon

DAY

The day was very productive, I finished organizing the room, and also bought nearly everything I was looking for...

I met Igor and we went for a meal, also called Tomas and we had some fun together...

Got home very tired and slept like a baby....

Amdrews Roccon

11/11/09

11/11/09

DREAMS

I had a very disturbed night, I think that all that happened during the day I was probably feeling guilty...

For my dreams, I was in a restaurant, working of course, it was a mess, busy, unorganized, and I had to clean a fish...

Then, I remember being with Paulo or Simao, or one became the other, he stop and took pictures with some girls that were working and laying down on the street, we immediatelly are in a restaurant/brothel and a man called Yassim is fired...

Well, that's what I remember from my dreams...

DAY

Very busy, woke up early and assembled the sofabed, went to buy some tools and had breakfast with Tiago at the Queen's Head...

We assembled most of the bed, and then we had lunch at the Portuguese place near Vauxhall, as I turned to the TV, there was Dr Marlene Nobre on the Portuguese channel...

Went to meet Janaina, to do some work on her talk, and from there to Wandsworth...

Met Paulo and he asked if I was introspective, I said Yes and tired as well, we had an exam in the Mediumship course, and the practical part...

I went to the market to buy some stuff for my guest, and met Olga and Junior, got home organized some things, left some things in Vauxhall and came home to sleep...

Have a great night

Andrews Roccon

10/11/09

10/11/09

DREAMS

I remember driving a car, but in a moment, I had to drive under some trucks, so I lay down, and the car adjusts itself to look like a capsule, with the size and high right enought to drive under other vehicles...

The dream I remember that pleased me a lot, was a course, Maria, our Mediumship instructor, was teaching the Spiritist doctrine and Mediumship in our sleep ours, the bad thing is that when she had to leave the room for 5 minutes, I left as well, and I felt like I was skiving and not doing the exercises, or more precisely the tasks I was supposed to to, it means that during my awaken hours, I need to be more vigilant, and not waste my opportunities...

I followed her, and I met some other colleagues from the doctrine, and then went back to the classroom, people were correcting their homework, which I didn't do.

I also have the memory of going to my father's snack bar, I spent time searching for an icecream, there was a couple that i couldn't have, I found one, but after the first bite, it became busy, put the icecream on the side and started helping the customers...

Have a great day...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My day started very well, I went to buy my furniture, got everything I was looking for, and at my way out of Ikea, I was looking for a van to take me home, so I waited 5 minutes and at the last minute one van just stopped in front of me, I asked the guy, he was free and we set up a price...

Near Croydon, a police car asked him to stop, we stopped and after half an hour, he was arrested because he was an illegal cab driver... I felt very guilty, because, someone was arrested because of me...

Had to wait for nearly one hour to get a legal cab and got home, left everything and run to work, had my appraisal, it was fine, but I spent some time badmouthing my supervisor instead of looking at my side...

Night was boring, and I thought about the guy a lot....

Good night

09/11/09

09/11/09

DREAMS

Good Morning,

I had a very pleasant dreams, I was walking side-by-side with my mother, we were buying some fruits together in the market, the fruits we were getting were oranges, bananas, and a kind of watermelon...

The feeling of being by her side was very good, I was envolved in a good atmosphere...

I had to leave her as I was called at my grandparents house, there was few telephones there and I was called to answer a phone call. It was someone from the bank trying to sell me an insurance, I didn't like it, nearly got out of harmony, but realised my mood change, and got back to normal.

There was something to be delivered at another grandmother house, and Paulo was driving me, suddenly I saw some people who had worked with me, as we had time, Paulo decided to stop in a bar, I didn't want to be in that enviroment and woke up...

I also remember something about me, my brother and a car, not very clear on that memory, it seems that I had to fix something that was broken.

I went on dreaming, and I saw a giant creature diving in a reservoir, it created a big wave, it rescued the people who were around it, and something bad, that was living the water, left.

I met a woman, who looked like a Japanese mystic, she told me about a friend that was not mentally well, I think I need to call this friend, I left this woman very quickly, then, I was in a plataform waiting for a bus, it was a very modern, and was also high, the bus seemed to be normal, but surelly it was a kind of special, due to the high of plataform...

I'm working in having a great week...

Thanks

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Well, my day started well, I just didn't want to get late to work, and got the tube...

Getting there, I saw Alex alone and started helping straight away...

Work was easy, and during my break I went to Apostrophe and had my Hot Chocolate, Dennis was there as well, I gave him a leaflet about Spiritism, during my time there I started preparing my ideals...

During dinner I had 2 moments, one with Steeve, who delivered food to a wrong table, and another with Po, at the end I felt bad as I finished a cake, and Michal told me he didn't even try it...

Waiting to have a great evening...

Andrews Roccon

08/11/09

08/11/09

Good morning

Last night I had a dream I was in my childhood home, and I went to the toilets, suddenly, that place was full of people, and I wanted to have my shower, one lady looked at my hand and asked to take a picture of my wedding ring, in the awaken hours I don't wear a wedding ring because I don't have one, so I looked at my hand, and there was a little ring, then I looked again and it was a big "tall" ring, with some symbols...

I also remember staying at a home by the beach, and one person from this house being arrested, taken out in a cage, quite surreal image.

Going to the 2BCMS, have a great day


Andrews Roccon

DAY

When I got there, doors were closed for the initial prayer, and I had to wait, during this prayer, they vibrated for those who died in the wars and also enlighted those who are engaged in conflicts at the moment, so they can rethink and consider peace...

The talks were great, and we had music from Diego, he's magical, and again I travelled far with his interpretations of Villa-Lobos... At the end, I was so far away that I decided to keep my eyes opened not to go in trance again...

Have a great night

Andrews Roccon

07/11/09

07/11/09

DREAMS

I do know I had some dreams during last night, but they are a little blurred, so I don't remember much...

I did remember that I was talking to my mother on the phone, it was very touching...

Today, I'm going to the 2nd British Congress on Medicine and Spirituality, really willing too...

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

Well, the day was amazing, the Congress is just perfect, the presence of Marlene Nobre, Sergio Lopes, Sergio Felipe de Oliveira and many others...

Before the congress, we were delited with the transcendental music of Tim Wheater, I have to let you know that I sincerely traveled far away, I saw mountains, valleys and rivers, I felt in touch with nature while he was playing...

Dr Alan Sanderson talked to me, and he recommended me to read "Disobsession", I'm including that in my reading list...

Waiting for tomorrow...

Andrews Roccon

06/11/09

06/11/09

Good morning, I had a very busy and inspiring night...

From my dream memories I can tell that I remember saw my 2 cousins and they were arguing, we did like a family council and told both off, specially the older one that had some experience abroad and should be wiser...

I also remember a huge bear going to a circus, this bear was a man in a costum, and according to my intuition it was Lincoln...

I was in a big building doing some work from here to there...

I remember meeting an old friend of mine and preparing him for a trip we would make together...

I had many other dreams, but the thing I remember most at this time is that I'm a goldwasher, but instead of looking for gold or precious stones in the ground or mines, I should look for them deep in my soul, bring them to surface, this gold and precious stones are love, patience, indulgence, fraternity and many other I can find in this inner search, and they cannot be stolen or lost, actually finding them in my being I'll be help my brothers and sisters in this evolutional path to help them to find their own treasures as well...

Have a great day and start searching...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

On my way to work I sent the goldwasher message to some friends and got some replies...

I didn't know how good it is to walk to work, I get there full of energy...

Service was easy and busy, break was a little boring as didn't feel like doing much, called my friend in Portugal and told him how things are if you don't have an European Passport here...

Dinner as also busy and easy...

Had the vandrevalas family in my table...

And bought some dollars from the restaurant... I did forget to course away a table, but could sort it out with no problem... Had lovely and generous customers...

I'm preparing to sleep and also for the congress tomorrow...

Andrews Roccon

05/11/09

05/11/09

Good morning

I slept for nearly 9 hours, lots of dreams...

First memory, I was in a little desert and arid place, women were dressed in animal skins, which was anusual due to the hot weather, I identified the place as the surroundings of Dubai...

I saw my sister and my father working in the bar, the price of the smothies was very high, something like 170 money...

I saw myself working in a Tesco Supermarket, my manager got me the job there...

After that all, I see myself getting to a party, and I went to the terrace which was in the ground floor, and I could contemplate the city, it looked like Sao Paulo, there was a little traffic...

I remember laying down in a lounge and calling nane, I see the guys (the KP from Roka) and talk to her about visa application and many things... I go back to the lounge to put back some keys, I remember number 14 and 17... This lounge seemed to be familiar for me...

After that, I feel like being at my aunt's house, she had made such a delicious meal, my uncle was there, we talked a little... My grandmother came to talk to me, I could see my grandfather near her... My mother was seated watching us, I didn't talk to her, maybe I should had talked, but I felt like she is trying to start getting closer again...

I remember my second mother, and she was so much younger and enlighted...

After that, I remember going look for food, but the pasta I was looking for was hidden, my cousin told me she could get some, I replied better not, because I knew myself...

I remember calling nane and reaching my brother, I asked him if he was in SP or ES...

My last dream, I was going with a group of friends to a night club, we were on bambam guest list, the alarm woke me up...

Have a great day

DAY

It was a beautifull Autumm day, I walked to work and got there very happy...

Lunch was easy and fine...

Had a break with Alex and my hot chocolate at Apostrophe, called Walber and Nane...

Back to work, easy and messy...

During the day I had lots of thoughts, and I made myself happy as much as I was thinking of being happy...

There was a moment my manager was busy and stressed and he gave an answer that I'd usually answer back, but surpresingly, I could hold it, and shut up, I think Im starting to use my patience on my on sake...

I had a really great day...

Thank you

Andrews Roccon

04/11/09

04/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning

Last night I had a couple of dreams...

My second one, I'll start from this one, because the memories are fresher, I was in a hotel, and I was going to receive a family, they were supposed to be 3, but only the parents arrived, and we treated them very carefully as they were blind, the general feelling was compassion, but we also realized they apart the visual disability, they were very confortable and didn't use it against them, doing most of everything on their own...

I remember looking from my window and seeing a beautifull house, it had a sensational glass window, and a big curtain hiding the inside of the house, a woman came out of it and went on to work, I remember thinking that it was very early in the morning...

I had a meal with 3 other people, and we were sharing the dishes, I recall making an observation on the friends eating, as if he had a much better behaviour than expected....

At the moment, I don't have the memories of what happened on the first dream...

Have a great Autumm day

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I went to work, and had a pleasant morning, had my Hot Chocolate, tried to buy some pastries, but they were finished... Had a little moment with Gaz, oh, I have to learn how to control myself...

Service was fine, and easy...

After service I asked the guys to do something, they played the stupid and I complaint to my Manager, they were not happy...

Went to the Course and tried to to meditate a little, read the Seara dos Mediuns, and it was a very good experience...

When the course finished, I just wanted to come back home and sleep, I felt very tired....

Andrews Roccon

03/11/09

03/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning

I had an amazing night...

I had a dream with lots of people, and in this dream we found out that we all should work with a definite purpose, if we concentrate our work together in one commom ideal, things will work properly...

After that, I remember having another dream, in which I was serving people, and many things were happening, the images, are not so clear and I don't want to write something that is not the truth...

Ok, I went to a place, like a sauna, but instead of doing dirty things we started cleaning the place, there were lots of people, some in very bad conditions, but they were doing their best to help, I could recognize a couple of people, and Jaqueline told me that she was in jail...

Well, my day will be amazing, hope yours too...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I had an amazing day, spent my morning reading and doing things for the SC...

After that, went downstairs to have breakfast and I got 2 letters, one calendar sent by the Mother Teresa children's foundation, and a book and magazine from Mansao do Caminho, the magazine has a text that I'm reading tomorrow in my presentation...

I felt the intuition to see "The sacred made real" exhibiton at the National Gallery, and I was impressed there is one room only about Saint Francis of Assisi... This also will help me on my presentation tomorrow...

Went to work, and had a very boring dinner, tried to concentrate and also spent some time idealizing...

Have a great night

Andrews Roccon

02/11/09

02/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning

Last night I had a couple of dreams and the memories are still strong in my mind, I remember going to an Estate agent, where 2 ladies were looking for an apartment in London, it was offered one in Bethnal Green, I, very nosy, said that it was a good place, near central London e with good conections, I picked up the underground map to show them the place, but in my wallet I had the RJ tube map, I could even see Gustavo on it... I clean my wallet as it was full of papers.

Asking the ladies if they were to work or study here, they told me that were looking for a place for a Norwegean cousin.

Later on, I see myself visiting the house, it was very confortable and the bedroom had a second ambience, as if the guest room was inside of it, I walked by the house and saw the hoover working alone, I met a blond lady in there and she asked me to go with her somewhere, I told her about the hoover and there was actually a cleaner, we started talking and this cleaner intended to go to NY, I met the Norwegean, who was a very beautifull guy, a little flamboyant, and bon vivant, we went somewhere and then came back to the apartment, in this time I found out a second floor that had some hairdresser furniture, there was a girl with me and I undressed.

I remember having a second dream, in which I was in another house, I watched a video that was not very educative, but I remember sending a message about love to my friends and they replied that wanted to see the video, so I had to find a love related one...

I then remember going into a car, there was a woman on the back seat, and she didn't seem to be in good humour, the driver manouver and I dont' have more memories....

I decided that I'm having a great, abundant and prosperous week...

Have one as well

Andrews Roccon

DAY

My week started very well, in the morning I sent an email with a poster so we could improve our English and also divulgate Spiritism, also posted the letters with the Congress leaflet...

Went to work and said good morning to Barry, but he refused to answer, I think, it's due to saturday...

Day went easy, and I had some lovely customers...

During my break, I posted my documents for nane, went to the gym to have a shower and read the Seara dos Mediums...

Dinner was easy, even if some bad thoughts crossed my mind, I put them away easelly...

Have a good night

Andrews Roccon

01/11/09

01/11/09

DREAMS

Good morning, my first memory is an intuition that I had a meeting, I don't remember the contents of it, but I remember waking up during the night full of joy, pleased and morally stronger...

After that I started working, my GM was there for dinner and he had a cake, payed by the company, it was a 2 tier chocolate covered cake, we sung happy birthday, but I was quite sure it was a congratulation thing, I went to the table to take a drinks order, he gave £ 20, to buy something, and I made a mess with the drinks on the tray...

I went to visit Ronaldo at his work, but it was a kind of closed, I had to put some things in a bin, and I met Kristin, I vomited and washed my mouth, and them talked to her, about my trip to California...

I also had some contact with my family in Brazil, I think we had a little monkey...

Well, I think it's all for today...

I'm having a great day today...

Have a great one you as well...

Andrews Roccon

DAY

I went to work, and I had a pleasant day, my friends did some tips and me too...

After that, I went to Spiritist Center, we read the an old Egyptian story about a little red fish that goes to ocean and comes back to tell his friends about the ocean outside their pool, but they didn't trust it...

After that, Kenya gave us a lecturer about "Know yourself"...

Chris invited be to be a Healer, and I was very pleased with that...

Came back home and made 21 letters inviting doctors for the 2nd British Congress on Medicine and Spirituality...

Preparing to have a great night sleep now...

Andrews Roccon