Wednesday, 30 September 2009

30/09/09

DREAMS

We were in briefing and Moggie told something relating Viktor and a customer, as if the had spent the night together...

I went to have dinner at the restaurant with nane, and beth, there were Zeze, Mariazinha, Madrinha and Luzia Celia, I was trying the burrata, but I remember being selfish, because I didn't want to share it...

I remember telling Luzia that I was getting married and she was very happy...

Then I went to a building, in which the customer who spent the night with my colleague would live, nonsense, because he is very rich, and the building is a kind of popular...

Then I was in SP, Ricardo was driving, he was taking a friend to the tube station, his friend was going to spend the day in a public swimming pool, there was a lady with us, Ricardo nearly crossed over 2 ladies, one was very small...

I went to an apartment, and there were some erotic magazines that disgusted me, men and dogs...

And for last, my aunt was trying to apply some eyelashes on me...

I'm going back to bed, so, maybe, I can still dream...
I started working again, but the restaurant staff was a mix of the staff I work with and the people from the church... The chairs were attached to the ceiling and the restaurant was an area in the middle of the street, a huge area, there was lots of work to do...
Have an amazing day...
DAY
Well, I had planned to go to the gym, but got stuck at home, and didn't even study more for the class today, but, some of my thoughts has been said during the class, as I can do more than I do...
The practical part of the class, I saw an amazing sunset, the twilight was orange golden, I don't remember seeing anything like this...
The communication was about free ourselves from our limitations, and my friend by my side, did her first automatic writing, she was so touched that she cried...
I had an amazing day...
Andrews Roccon

Tuesday, 29 September 2009

29/09/09

DREAMS

Last night I had a dream with my relatives who live on the countryside, I visited tia Lourdes and tio Geraldo, we were filming to study their behaviour, they are very sweet people.
I also had an experience with my dad, he was driving a car to take us to one of his sister's house, there was too much traffic and he had to take a diversion, he was looking so well and lucid, it was a quick but very pleasant experience, thanks. I was not alone with him, surely there were 2 more passangers in that car.

I went to see Walber, to help organise our trip, it's like I've travelled to see him.

And a group in a room...

Have a great day, because mine will be wonderfull...

Andrews Roccon
DAY
I literally saw all the traffic I had dreamed of, and I just realised, I also diverted, my bus was late so I got out ant took the tube, I also run inside the station because I was already late, and Westminster station is quite big and deep...
I can't forget to tell that when I got at work, my manager did put a couple of things outside for me already, and he disappeared for a while, I mentally started wondering where he could be, when he come through the door with a box of pastries in hands, he really surprised me, and made me think that I should never take anyone for granted, that people can always surprise you and we should always expect the best from anyone.
Then, my day was easy at work, and I realised I can do more than I do... During work, as I was planning to to the movies, I remembered that it was Tuesday, and there was the Lola group, I turned the thought away saying to myself that I had already planned to go to the movies, so, I heard my conscience, amazing, my conscience was being heard, it was not imposing anything, just suggesting, it was suggesting me that I could go to a latter session...
So after work, the staff food was amazing, I have to tell you that, the cod fillets were just perfect, and the gratineted potatoes are to live for, I went on buying a couple of things, and as I was looking for something to donate, I found a shop with sales on suits...
Well, I did the Lola work, and I felt so well, I felt like doing something usefull, and great, during the final prayer, I thanked God for the opportunity, and assured we were not asking for credits, but glad to be able to pay back to God, a little of the so much He does to us...
Went to the cinema, watched "away we go", decided to go back walking, I love to cross the St Jame's Park, and when I was there, looking at the sky, I realized that the stars were not only shining lights, but actually inhabited worlds, and as a Son of God, I was the Heir of the Universe, I started laughting, I couldn't use the excuse of limitation anymore, I am ready to do my awakening, I take responsability, I am the Heir of the Universe...
Thank God
Andrews Roccon

Monday, 28 September 2009

28/09/09

Dreams

I couldn't wait till morning and run the risk of forgeting it...

I had a dream that seemed I was in a study group, and the message was that: Mediumship is a delicate and subtle tool of interaction and communication between 2 realities...
All the other dreams were related to the same subject...
Have a great week, because I'm working my best for my best week as well...
Andrews Roccon
DAY
My day was very easy, we were fully staffed for lunch, and customers were very nice...
During break I had an amazing thick hot chocolate, italian style, and I studied Healing, according to the seminar a few weeks ago...
Dinner shift was fine appart from a few mistakes, very silly mistakes, I had a table with a couple, in which I ordered the wrong dish for the lady, I tried to apologise but she said that this was unacceptable, I felt so pitifull for her, because at the end, I'm as human as she is, and she seemed to be unhappy with the world, I didn't go on talking with her, apologised again and my manager was dealing with her, I'm praying for her tonight, and I'm really happy for this experience, as I realised that if one doesn't want to be negative involved in any situation, I just had to cut my thoughts out of it...
And I'm happy to learn from my little mistakes, so I don't make them again...
Have a great evening
Andrews Roccon

Sunday, 27 September 2009

27/09/09

DREAMS
Good morning,
I had a dream I was working, again, at the time to go home, the restaurant was very busy and I decided to help a little more, leaving one hour after my programed time, it was very tense, so customers wanting things in a specific way, and there was something related with the water as well...
Then I remember that I also woke up during the night and I had a feeling that was doing something related to Mediumship.
I had another dream, but not sure now about what it was...
Well, the day is beautifull, I'm doing another study of the Gospel, and then I might go to the gym...
Enjoy and have a great day...
Thank Lord
Andrews Roccon
DAY
It was an easy and productive day,
I went to the gym and workout properly, then did my homework for the Mediumship course, and led to the Spiritist Group, we had an amazing lecturer with Ivone and Aluisio Gighino, about Spiritism and Self and Interpersonal Relationship, this Brazilian couple is simply great, their thoughts and understanding are really inspiring...
I hope you have a great week...
All the best
Andrews Roccon

Saturday, 26 September 2009

26/09/09

DREAMS

I had a very productive night... First I dream with my family, we were near my first grandmother's house after they move from the countryside. When she was alone in a white car, it started going down slowly, so we all had to hold it. Basically it was me, Douglas, Madrinha and Tia Teresa holding the car.

I woke up during the night saying something about Mediumship, probably I was in a study.

I remember 2 aquariums, and the food from one reached the other, but it them grow in size, like if the food was inflating... in one of the aquariums there was a fish, that was able to fly in the air, more if it was an insect, in a coral colour... Very interesting.

Then I was with Tarcisio, Ronaldo e a few other people, end we were going to have a meal, the food was served on the floor, and seemed to be very tasty.

I went to a shop and Paulo was buying a sofa bed, with costed near nothing...

Then I was with Beth, and we approached a supermarket, my impression was to be in Germany or Austria, we met a group a Brazilian women, and we were discussing about the price of toilet paper, which was very high.

I remember waking up again, and having thoughts about Mediumship.

My day will be great, Im sure it will be very productive as well...

Have a great day you too...

Andrews Roccon
DAY
I've started wondering if I'm doing the right thing related to work...
It's a routine on daily basis, and I'm working just for the money, I'm not feelling that I'm helping anyone...
Apart from that, I'm fine...
Today, on my way home, I also started thinking about Reincarnation, on the sense thain this existence we learn a little about the Spiritual life, I started thinking of, what do the Spiritis think about coming back to flesh?
I'm going to have an amazing evening...
See you tomorrow...
Andrews Roccon

Friday, 25 September 2009

25/09/09

DREAMS

My last memories are a family around a table for as if they were ready for a meal, but my understanding is that they were doing a Mediumship work, the fluids around them were very subtle, delicate, they were vibrating in an amazing rate, I could feel the dedication they had for this work and the feelings on their hearts...

It was really important to have this dream, because I woke up fortified with the intention to study and work the Mediumship with Jesus...

Thank you Lord for the opportunity of this day, and allow be to do my best, not only for me, but also for those who are around me...

I decided to have an amazing day, work honestly, respect my friends, colleagues, and understand thei limitations, if they have any, I'll learn all that I can today, and I'll do all the best that can be done today...

Have a great day

Andrews Roccon
I had an amazing day,
work was fine, and I had a talk with my manager, who will promote me soon, went to see creation with Paulo, the film is simple and amazingly good...
very tired, going to sleep now...
Andrews Roccon

Thursday, 24 September 2009

24/09/09

DREAMS

During the night I woke up to drink some water, my dream memories were so fresh, I was still in peace due to the character of the dream, I even made mental notes for this morning...

I tottally forgot everything during my second time sleeping...

The is that I decided to have an amazing day today, it's sunshine outside, the sky is blue, Nature is showing its beauty and God's wisdom and love, and I'm part of it...

So have an amazing day as well...

Andrews Roccon
DAY
As I decided to have a great day, I went to the bus stop, but my bus was going only to half way to work, so after a few minutes, I decided to walk till Westminster station, and get a tube from there...
I realized that Cedric was telling me off during the service, but I have to learn, that he is willing that I improve, learn the lessons, free myself to a better self...
There were a few minutes of out of balance, but I could realise and come back to harmony...
During my break, I went to the park, and rested for a few minutes, even slept a little...
Got back home, and going to bed now...
Sleep well,
Andrews Roccon

Wednesday, 23 September 2009

23/09/09

DREAMS

Good morning, my first memory consists in a conversation comparing the anatomy of a human being from Earth and another human being from a distant planet, their, the human body resembles a bird.

Then, I had a dream in which I was choosing a place to live when going back home, and in my apartament, temporary one, I met Tobias in the street, and there was a guy in there, I was browsing my clothes and complained to him, that in that city, people are very superficial, because they do care about what we are wearing.

I also remember that I had commited a crime, like killing someone, and run back home and this guy was there, so I told him to take the clothes off and we made love to relax...
The apartment I was looking at, I seem to know the place from dreams, it's by the seaside and a bus terminal.
My last dreams were conversations related to the future of humankind on Earth... Lots of round tables, and groups of people philosophicaly talking...
I also remember a woman telling me about opening a full box of condoms, but don't remember the context it was in...
The day is beautifull, basically today I only have to do shopping, go to the gym and my Mediumship class in the evening...
Andrews Roccon
DAY
Today I had breakfast downstairs, they do this amazing toast with butter, that is just perfect...
Then, went to the supermarket and did my shopping, spent some time on the computer, and led to the gym, where I did a great workout, I'm feeling amazed, and really enjoying it...
In the evening, the Mediumship class was great, and the pratical part is just very productive...
I need to be very carefull, because people might misunderstand this part, we study mediumship following Allan Kardec codification books, it's all very well explained in the Medium's Book and we don't mistify anything, we study Mediumship to understand how to be usefull as a Medium between 2 realities, and how to be a Medium according to Jesus teachings.
No one is looking to be a Super Medium, getting messages from Angels and ArchAngels, listen to Virgin Mary, this is mistification, Mediumship should not be charged, it's a tool to be used as a charity, we are all Spirits, wearing for a moment a flesh suit, so working with Mediumship deals with our real being, the Spirit each one of us is.
So, today, we had a visualization, and I see 'dragon wings' I know it's a mithological thing, but for me they were representing the following: 'We should leave behind the dragons of ignoration and limitation, and replace them with knowlodge and moral evolution'
After this I was for a few moments senseless, in the fact that I was not feeling the Spiritual presence around me, so I put myself, modestly, in the position of a tool, to be used there during that moment, if I would be able to be usefull for the Higher Spirituality...
Then, I felt my Spiritual body growing again, much less intense than last week, but still much higher than my natural status... The word love came to my mind, and I was for a momend judging myself, as if I was not able to talk about love... For my surprise, when I allowed my body to say Love, the message started, and I remember that I not following any logic line of thinking, words kept on coming to my mouth, and I said something about Love, fraternity, vibrations, love, love...
It was a beautifull experience, because that was what the Spiritual Guides were trying to make us understand...
That's the reality of religion, it should make us connect with the Higher, which is Love...
Money, fame, gold, all is temporary and transitory, man should seek Spiritual enlightment, because, it's from there that we came from and from there that we are going after our brief journey is complete.
I wish you got the message, and understand that religion is a sacred thing, please respect it, and love yourself and all around you...
Andrews Roccon

Tuesday, 22 September 2009

22/09/09

Dreams
Good morning,

I had a very pleasant night sleeping, I slept so deeply, that I can hardly remember anything...

My memories fragments are the presence of Mariazinha, but I can't see what we were doing...

I wish a great day, it's beautiful and sunny, I'll make my best for a great day as well...

Andrews Roccon
DAY
Well, during the day I didn't have any flashback of my dreams, but I went on living...
Filled up a survey in the bus for the TFL, made a little deposit in my bank account, and when I got at work I was told that one of our colleages were sick, being just 2 waiters on the floor, intead of panicking, I hug my friend and told him that we could do it, and that we were strong enough...
During service, our GM helped a lot, he really impressed me, I'm so pleased that I could recognise his help, maybe I didn't thank him enough, I have to remember for the next time I see him...
During the break I had a little nap in the park... I call it nap, but it was a relaxition and meditation, I let my mind go, and remember thinking and vibrating, thanking God for that moment...
Second time, it was an easy shift, and the GM still helped, I don't remember saying anything bad about anyone, and Raphael realised that even in the busiest time I was smilling...
Thank you Lord for the day, and, I need to start doing some good as well...
I'll pray to remember my dreams...
Andrews Roccon

Monday, 21 September 2009

21/09/09

Dreams

Good morning...

I was travelling, there was a very confortable plane, full of passangers, it was all right untill the captain said that we would land in a city before the scheduled one...

I don't remember the landing, just being in the middle of a square in downtown somewhere with a couple, we them were supposed to go to another place...

I remember also having an interview with a air company president, and telling him that I would only go back to Brazil, if I had all sorted before arriving there...

We were in a supermarket and looking for linseed, the shelfs were messy and dirty, so I got a cloth and clean some of them...

I was at the Paulista Avenue, and went home to Ceci Peri, there was a woman with a black cat near me, she called her cat, because it was following me... When I got to the building, I couldn't reach it, as if there was a sort of hole between the entrance and the street, so they were isolated, it was showing on the news, and the keeper was looking for a solution...

I also had an sensual dream this evening...

And there was a couple, whose father would like to take the sun to California, but the mother didn't want to go, or just didn't feel like, following them if needed...

Have a great day, this is the beggining of a new week, so let's start it well...

Tell you later the results of the day....

Well, today I've done my manicure at Trocadero, my hands are so beautiful and my nails are so long and clean...
Went on shopping some shoes and after run to the gym, I did work out a lot today, and I tried to focus on the muscles involved, really felt it on the abs...
Went to work and there I found out that Pshemek was fired, not very good for us, as we are already short staffed, I hope he can find something soon...
I went on hugging people, but still only those I really like, it's still too difficult to hug people that I don't have much intimacy...
Work was fine, and I only realised one moment where I could have shut up instead of allowing a bad comment getting of my mouth...
Hope I have a good night sleep...
Andrews Roccon
Andrews Roccon

Sunday, 20 September 2009

20/09/09

Dreams
Good morning, to start my narrative I have to let you know that the dreams last night were very unusual...
I was working and then, suddenly, in a place that looked like a circus, there were a few dead people due to a kind of viral or biological poisoning, so we knew that we would be called inside as soon as the police had the area cleared...
We went to our house waiting for the call, I would have to be dressed as WonderWoman, Cameron was trying to jump from the street level inside the room that was in the fourth floor, he did got into after the fourth attempt, and there were 2 others with us...
We carried out doing some work, and I got a bus to go to somewhere, it terminated in front of my old father snack bar and there was Mr Raul Teixeira in the middle of the street, when my sister spoted him, she came in his direction and he asked for my oldest niece, Barbara....
I went into the bar and there was a lady peeing on the deposit, I got her the toilet key and asked her to do it in the proper place...
Today another lecturer with Mr Raul Teixeira...
Have a good day
Andrews Roccon
Today was an amazing day...
Lots of learnigs, it's so good to hear someone who is wise and knows how to express himself...
I'm leaving you some words from Mr Raul Teixeira on his lecturer "What is Spiritism?"
'Spiritism is a Science that deals with the Nature, Origin, and Destiny of the Spirit and its interaction with material word'
'The socio-economic realities on Earth, have no correlation on the Spiritual world'
'The Kingdom of Heaven is a State of Mind lived within each one of us'
'Each person is responsable to create his own Kingdom of Heaven'
'All of us are living in the Spiritual World, but, either in or out of the flesh suit, live in different phisical state, different vibrational state'
'We are all Spirits, living temporarily in a flesh suit'
'According to Einstein E=mc2, so m=E/c2, taking that as a base, E=mc2 would be the Spiritual reality, and m=E/c2 would be related to the phisical reality'...
Then, we had Dr Ricardo di Bernardi talking about Depression...
'Lots of Depression cases are based on the Jewish-Christian-Medieval heritage of Guilty and Punishment'
'We need to change our mental vibrational state'
'A depressed person is the only one who can heals himself'
'GOD is always love'
'Nature is the God's book, in which, He writes His wisdom and beauty'
'As we are ALL, God's creation, the fate of all of us is to be honestly happy and wise'
I'm going to pray to be able to use all the good instructions I got today and to be able to remember my dreams tonight. I hope you have a great week and enjoy your life...
Andrews Roccon

Saturday, 19 September 2009

19/09/09

Dreams
Good morning, it's a beautiful day, and I had an amazing dream...
I was taken from home to go to work in a party with a few other friends...

Getting there, there was not much to do, so we were waiting, looking out the window, on one side of the building or house, the sea level was at our window, and there were lots of surfers enjoying it...

On another side of the building, it was a lower level and it was happening a barbecue, I spotted a gorgeous blond guy and we made eye contact a few moments, on the horizon there was sea as well, and suddenly the sky turned black, but tottaly dark...

A beautiful moon showed up, huge, bright, it as an spectalar show, I've never seen anything like that, the feeling of seeing that moon was new, because it put me in a contemplation feeling, admiring God and His creation...

The faded and sky back to day light, people from the downstairs part went home and we prepared to live, when 3 people showed up to say good bye to me...

I recognized them as members of my family, but they were very different from the ones in flesh that I associated, the guy, his mother and his wife were very beautiful and as they talked some sensuality became noticed in their speech and they should a video of the guy naked saying some poetry...
I don't know here to put the next fragment, but I was also taking to my manager, and so far that's what I remember from my night, oh guys, you should have seen that moon...
Today we are honoured to have Mr Raul Teixeira giving a lecturer about Mediumship, so I won't miss it and let you know latter how marvellously is...
Have a great day
Andrews Roccon

DAY

Well, after leaving home, I headed to the gym, but didn't fell like working out so just spent some time in the steam room, went window shopping and then to the lecturer...

It was amazing, this man is extraordinary, using simple concepts, he could reach all the audience with his ideas about Mediunship.

Let me quote some of his sayings, maybe some will be long known, but always usefull to remember them:
'Religion should teach the reality of the Soul'
'Each individual should know his Spiritual reality'
'Mediumship is in all our steps in life'
'When we love, we sintonize with love, and as we give we also receive from this vibrational wave'
'Love and Good don't have citizenship nor religion'
'Love and instruct yourselves'
'Nobody will become a saint tomorrow, but be sure to start today the way to ascension'

I don't think I have to add anything to it...

Have a good night

Andrews Roccon

Friday, 18 September 2009

18/09/09

Dreams
Good morning,
I remember a big hill, that would like the Rocinha in Rio de Janeiro, I don't know why, but walked all the way up not stopping, I spotted a shop called S. Luis in the middle of the hill but didn't stop at it, went all the way down, and when was down there I decided to go back to the shop... I felt safe going back so started through the streets that were wide and clean... From the shop's door the view was very similar to Genova... I got into it and for my surprise it was like a chapel... There I met Cedric, ex work colleague and we prayed together...
I had a Reiki section during the night, and the feeling was amazing, I could feel some Spiritual guidance during this section...
After I had another dream, someone came to buy something on my window, and Cameron left some money as well...
I then was anoyed because I had to wrap myself in a towel to take a fish out of the oven at the restaurant, my annoyance was that I was naked and shouldn't be doing any work in a kitchen...
I have the memory of Marius, good friend, I'll give him a call today...
And also, I was talking to a girl, and her eyes were beautiful, a kind of big and full of life, they were a little roundish, and far from each other, but she told me it was due to her diet, not sure if vegetarian or vegan... When talking to her, I'm sure there was a third person with us...
Well, today I woke up very well and decided to have a great day, I'll start the 'Give me a Hug' at work, specially with my Supervisor, with whom my day was unbalanced...
So have a great day and I'll tell you everything later
Andrews Roccon
DAY
As I decided to live this day well, every time a bad thought crossed my mind, I cut it away, so I really had a good day, I was vibrating, full of energy, singing all day, ready to rock'n'roll...
I gave a hug to all the people I like at the restaurant, but even for me, it was difficult to hug those who I don't share many emotions, so I have to try harder next week...
Lunch was very busy, and I served the ex-president of FIFA Mr Joao Avelanche, his wife was really sweet, and he was a real gentleman...
During the break had a very quick shower at the gym, sent money to Brazil and bought a couple of pairs of shoes....
Dinner shift was very easy, and after work I went to see Ronaldo, the truth is today I didn't do anything bad there at his work, and I'm really proud of myself... At the end of the shift, Alex asked me if we would be out of the restaurant in 30 min, I naturally answer her that I was doing a Mediumship course, but could not yet foresee the future...
Unfortunatelly I didn't call Marius, well, listed for tomorrow, and Anjolie passed at LPM, I saw Rebecca also...
Walked home and I saw a group of people "Walking London late night for..." amazing, because at Trafalgar Square there were the drunk, and then a group doing something usefull, I was very pleased to be able to see it...
I'm very pleased with my day, thank you Lord...
Very tired now,
Andrews Roccon

Thursday, 17 September 2009

17/09/09

Dreams
Me, my brother and a friend went on a trip around a countryside area, there we found out that 4 or 5 people had died in a radius of 20 km, all the bodies were been cried together, so we went to the house here the funeral was happening, suddenly all the bodies started moving inside their coffins and stud up, of course we were scared, but then we realized that it was a joke, that they live on this...
I had a sensual dream...
And as the last dream of the night, I was working, it seemed more a night club, I saw Roberio there... Suddenly, all the customer seemed very misbehaved and drunk, it was New Year's Eve, we all saw machines on the sky and they landed, I called Walber, who was sleeping, we thought there was going to be a firework, but they what started was a destruction. It was an alien invasion...
We were hidding, but they didn't go on destroying everything straight way, they went to visit the planet and search for more information, one kid saw us and smilled...
Their films were violents...
I was very close to my family, and my mother was going to be a teacher, he asked for my advise, and I was very pleased to be by her side...
Have a great, memories of the day latter on...
Day
There was a little traffic in Regent Street, so I called the restaurant to tell them I would be a little late...
I felt the atmosphere a little heavy, and did nothing to chance, I felt myself drowning, and didn't even stop to try to understand why...
I allowed myself to have an argument with my supervisor, and felt very stupid afterward for not even putting myself in his place, what kind of problems he might be going through in his life? I don't know...
Work was easy, as usual, I'll do better tomorrow, I have to...
I'm very tired now, and going to bed, as I have another double tomorrow...
big kisses
Andrews Roccon

Wednesday, 16 September 2009

16/09/09

Dreams
Tonight my dreams were based basically on work.
I was at the restaurant, and we had closed the kitchen, when a few customers came in, Victoria sitted them and started crying, I don't know the reason, so I sent her home, as if I had the authority to do so.
Then, it is as if I was working in Italy and my ex-bosses were on hollidays and I was taking care of the restaurant, the first customers, they paid for what they had during the whole week, about 1200 euros, there was a hotel attached to the restaurant, and people didn't stop coming.
I'm sure I had some dreams about studying or learning something, but can't remember the subbejct of the studies.
Going to work now and them to the mediumship course...
Have a nice day.
Andrews Roccon
DAY
I started my day with the "Gospel at Home", vibrating and learning, it's so good to know that we always have friends by our side...
Everything was fine at work, I left at 5 with no problems, and then got to the mediumship course...
We reviewed some topics as aura, automatic writing... and then we had the pratical part, in with I could see a beautifull flower with yellow and red petals, I tried to draw it, but my drawing habilities still have to bloom, and also felt words like 'Divine Justice', 'Fraternity', 'Solidariety', 'Fraternity', 'Affection', 'Service', 'Solicitudiness' and 'Respect', some other friends had full writen pages or even had some phonic manifestation...
Surpriselly I was asked to do the Final Prayer, and after the vibrations, we had the message from our Spiritual Guide, with words full of love, and encouragement, the message was so beautifull that I had tears inside, after the medium finished, I started my simple words, the magic was that, as I started, I felt involved in the love waves left by the Guide, my Spirit was swallon, and felt like in the middle of a hurricane, I could fell as if rays of an unknow energy were coming out of me... I was feeling what I started calling 'a glimpse of love', the sad point is that, I know I couldn't go on, as I would not want to come back to me, I finish my prayer saying that 'That will be the day we only love'
I wish you love
Andrews Roccon

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

15/09/09

Good Mornining,
I think I do any kind of follow up of the work done in the sleeping hours, because yesterday my brother and 2 friends (I recognized Eliziane, our friend from the childhood) picked me up in a station in the same city of the night before, I know it's the same one, because, this time we were in a car and were driving on the viaduct above the staircase, it was really like a tobogan, and down, when it reaches street level, there's no more connection with the next road, the car just flows out of the tobogan and reaches the street, I didn't realize how do the car go up to the tobogan, as there's no contact to it on the way up as well , I wonder, I'll have to dream again...
I saw my nieces and there was a baby boy as well, my nephew is not a baby anymore, so I think there will be a new child in the family soon, also this one was very enlighted, seems he was a Spirit.
My oldest niece (just 4 years old) was jealous of her new born sister, so I took her, and manipulated her body to the size of her sibiling, telling her that she was that size also, and during that time she was needing more care, and we love her, just her sister as is more fragile, needs some more attention, I think she enjoying the experience of being the size of a new born again, because she starting laughing.
I went to work, and lots of guests wanted to pay in cash at the same time, many staff members were on break, and when the paying tide was over, the restaurant was a mess.
We also had access to a house, and my brother was "invading" the privacy of the house, so I tried to let him know that the owner was not very happy, till the put a chair on the entrance avoiding our passage.
I met Daisy on the streets, in a beautifull dress, she took a picture of us to show her mother, one of my bank cards were missing, but I got it back, there was another person as well, that I kissed on the face, they were going to a party, and I had some work to do...
At the end I was working again when a bunch of people arrived and were waiting to be served...
I was at home and there was 2 kids, 1 boy and a girl, the girl made herself dirty, so I took her to the shower, and changed my pants was well...
She grow up suddenly, hold me from my back and her mother showed up, afterwards her father, well what would it mean?
I also have a memory of a baby falling from the bed, but he reached a mattress there was under it and started laughing...
My Day memories when the day is over...
big x
Well, it was pouring, not raining, but I was so pleased, because if you look from the bright side of it, the trees, the flowers, the gardens, everything was happy, from the Spiritual point of view, rain really washes the enviroment, breaking down lots of negative waves, if we could keep our mind bright when it rains, we would be amazed when the sun shines...
My first day back at the gym, good workout and relaxed a lot after, I rested for about 1o minutes, but my mind went away, I should start writing my memories from these little breaks during the day, because I have very philosophical thoughts.
There was a private party at work, boring, as we start late, and there's not much to do during the service anyway. One thing happened, I noticed some smoke in the restaurant, and spotted a guest smoking, so I went to him and told him he was not allowed to smoke in the restaurant, he blow the smoke on my face, I turned back and told the manager straight away, that took care of him. This guest came back later, and he slept for about 2 hours in a chair, while everybody was eating. I felt very pitiful for him, I shall pray for him tonight, as he is just a poor soul...
That's all,
Andrews Roccon

Monday, 14 September 2009

14/09/09

Dreams
I have a great memory to share today...
First I remember going to visit my family in the countryside, coming back to town, which has nothing to do with any city I lived so far or have ever visited in my awaken hours, I meet a friend and we decide to walk our way up to the hill.
We were walking up a kind of staircase, and there was a viaduct over our heads, I remember that we were 3 or 4 going up, but I was sure that 1 person was a very friend one, but as if he was an spiritual being only, suddenly I was with a very dear friend of mine, and his speech was: "even if we don't see each other for 2 years, it's like seem you again for the first time..."
He was in a group of friends that I know, and were planning to live all together.
After that I was going to work in a kind of restaurant, but in a very sophisticated building, I went upstairs to get a drinks order, and had to do something before delivering them... My time conscience was that just 4 or 5 minutes have passed, but when I was going upstairs to deliver the order, the place was closed and people were leaving, I heard some glasses breaking, and we had to walk fearless on broken glass.
In another fragment of dream, I was drinking a kind of fluid, and I soaked my trousers, that were on the bed, ready to be dressed...
There was a moment we were trying to refresh some old flowers, I see that as an exercise, I was soaking the old flower in a fluid, but I think that I soaked it too much without directing my efforts, the result was that the flower didn't show any refreshed look, but the inside of it was very new...
The last memory that I have, I was working in a restaurant, and the kitchen manager came to the floor manager saying that the had rearranged positions in the kitchen but not on the floor, and his staff was crying, because they were so used to keep doing the same thing, and didn't want to learn anything new. I had a thought about this in the morning, as if we were actually giving a kind of Spiritual help, and the floor staff was already serving, but the other ones, had a fixed idea and didn't want to change their behaviour or open their minds to new opportunities of service, so they were kind of 'obliged' to chance their jobs and learn something new...
There was another fragment, in a hall, but I don't remember much now...
Well, enjoy it, and live it...
DAY
Passed on the bank to deposit my last night tips, went to work, no big problems...
Lunch was easy and during my break I called my aunt in Brazil, se called me back telling me that my uncle had a daughter in USA, I had and amazing thick hot chocolate and lemon muffin at Apostrophe...
Dinner shift was OK, Moggie left me at Vauxhall and I went late shopping at Asda, got a beautifull Egyptian cotton duvet cover and pillowcase set... Left a sandwich for a homeless at Vauxhall Station on my way back home....
Actually, there were a few moments of anger, and I bad mouthed a couple of colleages, so next time I need to learn to keep my mouth shut if I don't have anything good to say.
Have a great week,
Andrews Roccon

Sunday, 13 September 2009

13/09/09

DREAMS

As a matter of fact I don't remember much of last night dreams...

I do remember a group of people talking about some work to be delegated, but can't be sure of how many people would be involved... If I'm not wrong I had to travel a lot to get to this meeting, the road was very close to a river...

DAY

I had a very easy day, and money came easily and unexpectedly to my hands, there was a moment that I nearly lost my temper at work, with one of my coleagues that prefer talking than working, but after all I said that I loved him...

At the Spiritist studies we learnt about creation and evolution, how the 2 theories are actually complementary and not contraditory, and Zenilde gave us an amazing lecture about Jesus, using as inspiration the Gospel according to Matthew...

In line with her thoughts, in all his acts, Jesus was showing: faith, mercy and reason... and of course, the greatest love ever seen in the face of this planet...

After the meeting, gave Nelson and Mariazinha their birthday cards, and when I arrived home there was a bonfire at London Eye...

Tonight, I'll ask in my prayers to keep a better memory of my experience during my sleep...
Andrews Roccon

Saturday, 12 September 2009

12/09/2009

The reason to create this blog is sharing my dreams with you...

I really mean it, a few months ago I started taking notes of what I remembered from the dreams I had during the night, some of them were really clear, like the people, places, activities and even sensations I had experienced during the night.

So, after a while I also decided to write my daily experience in my diary, so I could remember later if I had learnt something, or where I went wrong on that day...

Today, after going to the cinema with some friends and seeing and amazing new film with Meryl Streep, I decided to walk home, so I crossed St. James Park, and for my surprise we were having a beautiful night with lots of star in the sky...

I felt blessed, the colours of the London Eye and above it, in the endless sky, all those light points shining, Oh dear Lord, Thank you for that vision, that made me share my dreams and experiences with you...

So, from now on, on daily basis, I'll update my dream memories and experiences...

I apologise before hand for my grammar errors as English is not my first language, but I'll do my best to keep things writen in a proper way...

Thanks a lot

Andrews Roccon